Last night.

Stressed and emo.

I thought i could crashed with sis and Nurul but she was being such a bitch la. My sis. So many stupid rules in her stupid room! I cant even paint my nails in her room coz it'll smell and i can't listen to music coz she's reading Goblet of Fire? Pfft!

Nurul knew i was damn irritated and kept asking me to calm down thru msn. She sensed a BIG quarrel and I assured her thru msn (we were in the same room, on the same bed but between HER) that it'll not happen coz if it happens, i'll get so bad and its way past midnight. The neighbours would be disturbed by the quarrel and I'm not going to do that just because i got irritated by beloved sister and with all those stress. 

Not being able to tahan with the bitchiness, i got off the bed and crashed my own. I know I could have done that earlier but i do not want to be alone.

Well, end result was still me being alone in my room.
I hate loneliness and i started to sob.

She came in sounded sorry, (Were you?) offering me to sleepover. I declined softly and continued sobbing under the comforter.
The pressure and stress had gotten me.

This morning.

I woke up with a headache. And I got emo on the train after hearing a few songs. I seriously could have teared in my blue seat but i held back. All because there were people around.

Well, now I'm alright. I even had a good laugh with my collegues. My inbox, another 50 unread emails. All attn to yours sincerely. ME.

I'm not a thinker. Most time I do things without thinking. And to think alot makes me emo. So i better stop thinking. Pftt! What nonsense right.. Well, I'm rambling again.

Its freaking cold here. Yep in the office. And the tomato cheeries are good...

I still cant believe i dropped my ipod while listening to it at Kranji!! I had put it in my bag zipper. I remembered listening to Kings of Leon and the song stopped. Thinking the song got stucked, i continued walking, not realising i had dropped my black fav thing until an Ah Pek came up to tap me on the shoulder to pass me it. *GULP* I was shocked.

I must be in really deep thoughts! Hmm..Scary.

Ok I look forward to the party now.