Friday, January 8, 2010

It feels sooo good to let him know how I was feeling about this whole issue. Issues made by him and his other half. She was sick and missed training. I talked it out with him on everything. On how childish they both were. He kept quiet. On how hurt I was by their actions. He kept quiet. On how 'supportive' they were as friends after my break-up. He kept quiet. I tried to control and I broke down. Broke down cause I was very disappointed by both of them.I told him how stupid I was to let them took advantage of me. He looked down and went speechless. But, me being me, I tried to laugh it off and said something funny. Pfft!

Then onto paintball. I told him he got to act fair and be professional. There shan't be any 'husband', 'wife', 'sister' etc when it comes to paintball. We are all teammates. Same goes for me and my sis. She'll be my teammate and his. When it comes to winning, we shall celebrate it as a team and if we lose, noone should be blamed. Its called teamwork. I told him to advise her coz she was being rather aggressive and many doesnt like it. I could handle it but the rest couldnt. He agreed and will look into it.

Of coz we talked about B. Sigh. I am soooo disappointed in the ex. I'm just glad I made the right decision for us both. And I got teary again. Sigh. He came close to pat but I took a step back. So after about 15 min of non-stop telling-off, I felt better and he apologised.

I said I'll shoot them down didnt I? And I did. AND I'm glad. Cause it wasnt really hard to tell them off esp when I was really honest about everything. Its easiest to stay honest.

We're good now. ME and RUL. 10yrs of friendship should tahan all these child's play. Walked to the car where sis,Nad and Fidah were waiting and we dropped Rul home. *my sis was of coz listening hard to the conversation* HAHA.

Boy.. I feel so much better.

"WELL DONE NAT!'' ;)

And, what a great start for the weekend. Attica? Hmm.. just maybe. LOL.        

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