Thank you all for the support..I really appreciate it.

Grandma is not getting better but I guess she's ready to go and we're ready too.

Monday had been a chaos when her heart rate was slowly dipping, and even scarier when she started mentioning those that had long left us..

Came Tuesday, she looked alot better. She was happy to see all her children and nearly all her 41 grandchildren. Each one having a chat and joking around with her. She was smiling behind that oxygen mask.

I'm really glad she remembers me.

ME:  " Tokna.. ingat tak ni siapa?" ("Grandma, do you remember me?")
Grandma (nodding) : "Ingat. Anak Osman. Tasha." ("I remember. You're Osman's daughter. Tasha.")

I asked if she's in pain, she gave a strong response, " Tak." ("NO.")
Its the morphine thats helping her not to feel the pain. Her scans prove that its only a matter of time.

My grandma is a fighter and so said the doctors and surgeons. She had set a good example for us all and we should all learn from her. I hope she stays clear of any pain. Should she leave us any moment now, I pray that it would be easy for her. Simply coz I love her. We all love her. So very much.