Dear God,

I hate feeling this way.
I need to stay calm.

I'm trying hard to understand everyone but has anybody ever try to understand me at all? I've never ask much from anyone yet I Want to please everyone. Its stupid but its true.

I'm not easily disheartened yet right now, I am.

Ooh how I wish I'm fifteen where all I have to worry about were homeworks, tests and exams..
Sadly impossible.

Oh well, I will swallow my tears, hide my frown & not allow life brings me down..

I shall not be sad and dishearten.
I'll be Awesome instead!

I know You will help me. Right? *winks*

Amin.

--feeling slightly encouraged already!--